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Dating Experience 03
From Marriage to
Online Dating
25 year old female
from California
Editor's Note
This is the first of four consecutive online dating experiences shared by "Polly".
Her experiences are numbers 3, 4, 5,
and 6 in the Online
Dating Experiences section. Finding myself single after a whirlwind
high school romance/marriage was, to say the least,
scary. I had never been in an adult dating setting
and was unaware as to what was expected or what was
gauche or unacceptable. When my work schedule limited
the amount of time I spent going out and meeting people,
I turned to Internet dating. Holding my breath and
hoping for some semblance of a social life, I posted
an ad on an online dating service.
Not long (a day) after, I was inundated with requests.
Requests for my time, phone number, more pictures,
and, a complete surprise, sexual encounters. Having
never actually "done" the bar scene, or searched
actively for companionship, I was rather confused.
My ad said nothing about wanting anything but getting
to know people and make new friends. I believe it stated
I enjoyed "having fun" and enjoyed "learning
things others enjoy".
After my initial confusion, I consulted an old friend
and veteran at both online dating and the bar scene.
She informed me that on the Internet, "fun" was
a little code for "sex" and "things
others enjoy" meant a variety of sexual acts I
had never even considered. Needless to say, I pulled
my ad within a week.
During that initial week, however, my messenger function
never stopped chiming and letting me know that yet
another person wanted me to discuss my desire to "have
fun". I eventually had to disable the function.
Somehow I could not overcome the idea that I may be
missing out on those people on the Net who were not
perverts and were actually very nice people. My rationale
was, "I’m on the Net and I’m not insane,
there must be others". It has become my quest
to seek those others out.
Since that time, I have amended my ad to exclude those
choice phrases, I have taken my picture off of my profile
(I got sick of those left-handed compliments about
my cleavage). I enabled my messenger and just got very
adept at blocking those who would send pornography,
profanity and web-cam shots of who knows what.
Like the friend I mentioned earlier, I became an old
hat at this online dating thing, and (mostly out of
curiosity), I agreed to meet a few people in person.
My first "date" was an interesting man who
looked nothing like his picture. (I don’t believe
for a second that pictures are the mark of a good person,
nor do I even believe that looks are important. I believe
that if someone sends me a picture and it is not them,
that is not all they are lying about). I promised myself
that I would see this date to it's end regardless.
We went to dinner, where he left the table as the check
came and waited outside. I paid and ended the date
immediately.
My second date was with a young man who was so bitter
about his ex-girlfriend, he spoke of nothing else.
I prayed for the movie we had agreed to see to start,
then prayed for it to never end. Eventually it did
end with him crying on my shoulder about how the movie
reminded him of her.
Even after those two, I tried again. Number three
was a very nice gentleman who agreed to meet at a local
restaurant to "get to know each other", then
we would decide from there. (One thing I learned, when
you meet someone, don't plan to go to dinner and a
movie, choose drinks. If there is no chemistry or if
the person is not what they purport to be, you are
obligated to no more than drinks). We met and I was
pleasantly surprised to find that we had quite a lot
in common. We laughed and talked for 3 hours at least.
I was pleased when he asked me to go out on another
date.
That second date, he was sullen and upset and only
talked about the possibility of moving in with me because
I do not have room-mates and he was tired of his. Needless
to say, that date/relationship ended quickly.
Now we come to the last of my encounters.
Recently, I was asked to go out for drinks with a
nice man. I met him for drinks and we hit it off. He
had brought me roses and was courteous and chivalrous.
He opened doors and asked if I needed anything. He
seemed too good to be true. We agreed to meet again.
Our second date was nothing like the first. He seemed
to grow hands everywhere and wanted to use them all
over me. I fought off advance after advance, initially
thinking it was really quite flattering. Finally after
becoming exhausted, I asked what the deal was and why
the change. He stated that there was a reason most
men were on the Net for dates. The reason was very
clear; it is a fast easy way to encounter many women
at one time and try to sleep with them. Angry at my
failure to locate even one soul who wanted what I do,
I left him in the parking lot.
Now to many of you, I’m sure I sound very bitchy.
I have even been told that my standards are too high
and what did I expect, "it’s the Internet".
What I expect is that the virtual anonymity of the
Internet not give a voice to those too uncouth to survive
in society, and not excuse those too brash and boorish
to have normal, appropriate conversation and interaction.
As far as having my standards set too high, why shouldn’t
they be? I am looking for someone to share my time,
and my time is valuable. If one is looking for companionship,
why lower their standards for the Net, but have higher
ones for a more conventional dating scene? I require
no more from Cyber Suitors than I do from conventionally
met dates.
I hope for everyone's sake that there are more people
on the Net who are really trying to find companionship
and not just random acts of salacious behavior. It
is in this hope that I still search, once a week to
see if the ads are insightful and honest, and if there
are people who will not try to deceive those who read
past their Oh-So-Catchy ad titles.
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